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Woke up with my uneasy throat, it seems that my cold might have got worse. Even after I got some medication.

Silence in the night, makes me feel empty and keep thinking…

For sometime…

I see her in my dreams.
I keep my Live Messenger on, hoping she would go online.
When she don’t, I wanted to SMS her, but how should I start my message?
Wanted to call her, but will it frighten her?
For me, I’ve only met her twice. I don’t want to be hasty.
She barely know me, and so do I.
But when she’s sad, somehow it affect me.

… I think I’ve… fallen.

Sometime ago, I got an email from Schmap.com, which is a website providing free digital travel guides, mainly Europe, USA and Canada. It is said that one of my photos in Flickr got into final selection in their latest Paris travel guide.

So, it turns out that this picture got selected when I checked my email today.

Got selected, Snow White in Paris Disneyland.

Snow White from Paris Disneyland. The link to to Schmap guide, Paris Guide - Art and Entertainment. While it’s not something big deal, but it made my day.

Just had a small gathering with some secondary school friends a few hours ago, and starting to realise how lonely I am.

The feeling becomes more apparent, each day waking up in a new day, facing dead machines. On top of that, my work doesn’t really let me get to know people. Was having this kind of conversation just now, how everyone already found their other half. Gossiping away and getting “updates”, while I just sit there and listen.

Me? I am still the same old me. Afraid of being alone, yet I am always alone. I hate it, hate that feeling.

A friend of mine once told me, “you know about the feeling of on the shore?”.

“It’s like this, you are standing on the shore looking at your friends on the ship sailing away.” What he meant is the feeling of you being “stationary” while others around you keep improving.

That’s what I am having right now.

Well, Friday is probably the nicest day for all the people who are already in the workforce. On Fridays, normally people will go out for dinner, and go to clubs or pub for a drink.

As for me, I went to a friend’s house to catch some drinks last Friday. With the only exception that, while people are drinking wine or beers in clubs or pubs, we drink yogurt drink instead. Talk about having this bizarre idea, we are kind of addicted to yogurt drinks.

Well, after all it’s a healthy drink.